rants & raves 3/9/09

hi all, so this daylight savings time bullshit. i know that it originates with the farmers or some crap from years ago, but enough already. its like the financial shit we are in. if a bank loses billions of dollars, doesn't someone gain it? or is it like when you lose your car keys. it just hasn't been found yet. if i going walking around AIG headquarters, bank of america, citigroup, well i come across a broom closest and be like jesus christ holy shit, a mop bucket with billions of dollars. son-of-a-bitch. where does the money go? where did this hour go? why don't they do it in phoenix? just doesn't make sense to me. i mean, if the money is "just on paper" or "in theory" then for christ's sake, just say you made a profit and everything is fine.

for all the people bashing, slamming, hating on obama, back off. i mean for crying out loud. i was even supportive of president bush for awhile when our country was in great despair after 9/11. give this guy a chance.

ok, got that out of my system, not even sure where the hell that came from. dancing with the stars on tonight. irony, "dancing with the stars" did you see the line-up? should be called "dancing with who?"

going to a new meeting tomorrow night and meeting with my new sponsor to start working the steps. i'm very excited about that. i can honestly say that the past 36 days have been absolutely wonderful.

there have been some anxiety filled moments, but thankfully no "white-knuckle" times or shear hell! thankful for that, but not fooling myself that they can pop-up at anytime!

i'm so thankful for my sobriety, my new open-mindedness, willingness to change/believe, and most importantly all of the new amazing people i have allowed into my life. you all have saved my life and transformed it from a state of existence, to a state of living. thank you.

nj