wow, what a few days it has been. was feeling great on wednesday, left job 1, and mid-way through job 2 started to go downhill. by midnight was spent. i think i slept 30 of the past 36 hours and am feeling like i'm on the upswing. thank god, don't think i could have gone through much more of that.
interestingly enough, the last few times i felt like that was usually when my body was detoxing. i could during those times though be mad at myself and be like this will end soon and i will never drink again, i had no one to blame this time.
i can't believe i use to put myself through that on a regular basis. never again! the 2 months of sobriety are truly such an amazing feeling. completely awesome.
have a job interview today for pt night job. hopefully goes well! i could definitely use the extra money!
tomorrow is the final class for my dui! yippeee, exciting feeling! then going to the casino with my mom to celebrate her 60th birthday! she is on day 2 of not smoking, i hope that goes well fro her.
nj
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